谢谢给我的希望

SPM is gone MORE to come

2011-12-08T15:25:00.001+08:00

SPM is yesterday story today is another new chapter

yesterday when i walked out the exam hall i felt damn relieved and free-of-stress

it was like i got my freedom back,my mind was flying high in the sky with unstoppable crazy thinking of what to do after exam

i was shouting happily together with Mun Chun and it was the soar of MerdeKa !

frankly chinese esei probably the best paper i answered

i felt satisfied of what i wrote and it must be in the top 10 esei i ever wrote

the esei title is "吃苦" and i meant what i wrote:

no need to shame no need to shy and no need to hide the fact that you are from poor family

as you are working your ass hard to make it better from days to days

that's something to be proud of !

today i went for job interview and i made a mistake

the human resource manager ask me when can i start to work

and immediately "anxiety" attacked me for no reason......my mind went blank

to show my eagerness towards this job i said "tomorrow"

then here it goes, she asked if i got the white shirt, black pants, black shoes which are compulsory

oh yeah i don't have it ! now my mind bring me back to consciousness

so i said next Tuesday as i had to go to school on Monday

eventually the "deal" was done

BUT..........BUT

when i was in the bus i think and i think

i promised to Yong Sheng for outing on Friday and education fair on Thursday and Kelvin Sir for running event on Sunday

Oh my goodness !!!

"i am in trouble !" i shouted loud in heart

then back in home, it was time to solve the messes i created from my careless move

i called YONg SHeng and Kelvin to say sorry for not attending

and now i have to look for somebody to replace me to attend the education fair

wow today is a "WoW" day

i will work hard for my future gambeteh

good luck to all of you !

毕业

2011-11-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

时间过得真快, 快得有点令我无奈, 惆怅......

刚刚看了荣翔的文章就想写篇自己的毕业感言.

荣翔, 你在 ((在台下鼓掌)) 里所提及的, 我都感同身受.

我会后悔自己没努力付出, 但我也珍惜这段懒散的时期,

因为我从中学会了, 学懂了, 学精了.

往后的日子, 大家一起努力吧!

这里, 我祝所有朋友将来一帆风顺, 生活愉快.

我一定会想你们的!

Logos Hope

2011-09-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

Ok...ok...I know I said I won't have new post till the end of SPM, but...

I really have something to share with you.

Today I went to floating book fair at Swettenham Pier.

When I heard that a ship which will organize a book fair, I was interested !

It was because I had never been on board before, so I said 'Yes' to this trip.

Here is an outlook of it(the ship)

it's a photo taken by KwanHong, a friend of mine. Thanks KwanHong for letting me use this photo without asking for your permission xD

Wow, so many foreigner !

It was my first impression when on board. No wonder I was told that there is a total of 400, yes, it's 400 of volunteers up there!

And, the happiest thing was I got the chance to catch a glimpse on those 'white colour' people. It's not that i treat people according to their skin colours by just that the foreigners gave me a feel of modernness, dynamics and excitement.

But, but, but, because of my own foolery, shyness, I lost the chance to interact with them. So bad...

However I have to say that this was a good experience.

As you support this kind act(by donation or buying goods or volunteer your help), you feel that you done something great, something nice and get to learn from life.

On the ship, there will be a short brief on the cause their support and how the ship functions with volunteers' help at first.

Then you get to look into a wall of photos talking about the history of this great act. How a great idea born.

another photo from my friend, and the next photos I going to share are also from him(graphic supporter of this post, just kidding ) =)

Next, you will walk into a space of about two classrooms which filled by books and books. Oh yeah, about the purchase it is using Logos Hope unit, if i wasn't mistaken 500 Logos Hope unit is RM8.

So get use of yourself to mountains of book =) I sure you will like it as it's consist of books from every corner of world.

There are also caps, notebooks, key chains which got Logos Hope logos.

I was touched and willing to buy some of them but I don't have the changer needed to own those stuffs(money). But never mine, window shopping is a habit we should get on as economic is not encouraging now.

Soon you will get into a story of life. It's like walking in a tunnel with pictures which bring out a positive message(this is the best I could describe as my english is still under probation ).

you might also ask the crewmen to explain the story

Last, you will get into a cafe room which sells refreshments.

There will be some crewmen who pro in magic to entertain you guys.

Last but not least, I hope anyone who read this can go for a visit when the ship, Logos Hope is in your country or as well as the other partner ships, namely Doulos, Logos II, Logos.

For penangites, tomorrow is the last day before it departs for Klang so don't miss your chance !

website of Logos Hope : http://www.omships.org/index.php
thanks you for bring me back hope again

Make A Wish

2011-07-30T10:36:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't air new post, now I am going to make this the last post before SPM.

I didn't really do my best for the past time, but it didn't matter now as the nobody can chase the past. Let the bygone be bygone

I will do my best from now on because it has to be like that, fighting for future.

To affirm my determination, I would like to make wishes, actually is a wish list that I has all the things i wish to come across after SPM. It will be some kind of alarm alerts me if I am getting lazy in the future or lose the will to go on.

So here goes the list:

1. Enroll in SWIMming course, if i wasn't mistaken, it will cost me a total of 150 ringgit from Permata Association(opps i guess i need to save up pocket money to get it----after all, a penny saved is a penny earned =) )

2. I want to go for running everyday. I WANT it !

3. Earned some money and working experience.

4. If environment permits, I would like to learn some new languages.

5. Last but no least, I want to prepare for SAT.

Now, let's start the game ^^

By the way, I wish student who is going to sit for SPM three months later
ALL THE BEST !

*before off, i would like to announce that i wasn't pick for the National Service,

too Bad and too GOOD XD

当头棒喝之，珍惜

2011-07-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

电视银幕传来洪亮的声音：如果明天你就死了，你会去做吗？

一句如此精简的名句啊！

确实，我们做人的顾虑实在太多了。

怕会失败，怕失望，怕尴尬......

担心这，担心那，脆弱的心就是经不起高低起伏，随遇而安。

深思了半响，终于在内心高呼了一声，一声震撼心坛的心声。

我会，我会，我一定会！

毋庸置疑,我一定会把当下想做的事完成,向说的话讲清,给向见的人一个紧紧的拥抱. 轻语道: 我爱你们!

My fellow friends, don't keep on thinking but refuse to carry out any action.

Get off your ass now and do it or you will regret in the oncoming time !

An Angel healed me

2011-07-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

清闲的休息节总是那么难消磨时间，所以唯有去回那不起眼的地方溜达。

走上那阶阶的梯级，一阵清香的书香味扑鼻而来......久违了。

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推门而入，刚刚上完陌生的中国文学课的我不想再浪费时间，想尽快回家埋头苦读。

拿着一本 An Angel Healed Me 快步溜去列放群书的书架上，眼珠几回转，试图找回之间看上的一本书......

呵，看见你了！一行粉红标题映入眼窗， Slumdog Millionaire 。

它那满是活力的封面图案早已紧紧扣着我的心：两张灿烂的笑嘴，洋溢着我说不出的欢乐。

拿着这本 Slumdog Millionaire 走去办理借书手续。

定眼望去，今天还真多人叻！

两条长蛇扭动着，几位和我同龄的男孩正跑动着，冷冷的空气里飘着冷汗。

排在师弟们的前面后面，我耐心等待，知道那几个前头的男孩已经尽力了。

观察型的我又趁空闲时放眼眺望。

哦，那位足球队长还是不懈地翻阅博书，跟我刚踏进来时没两样。

加油，我们一起加油。我崇拜的对象，我不会放弃的，下次考试我们一起冲刺！

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拿起上星期借过的书， An Angel Healed Me, 心里很不是滋味。

我违背了自己的承诺，没把它读完，歉意骚动我不堪的心灵。终于......

我再借了这本书，养起我阅读英语书籍的习惯。

走出图书馆，走回班的当儿，心里很是滋味。

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懒散的手指儿在键盘上挥舞时，耳边传来哥哥用手提电脑播出的音乐声.

这时,三弟回来了,我有被迫让出电脑,看报去了.

曾几何时,阅报成了我每天不能缺少的养分.

突然,一个小小的标题吸引了我的注目.

一位中一生肛交六岁男童.

哦,世界真的变了,慢慢凹陷进无全的人性,开始自甘堕落.

幸亏我已渐渐走出那凹处,迎那璀璨阳光.

四弟也陆续回来了.

把弄这电视遥控机的我无暇理会,荧幕上跳跃的身影扣住心弦.

美国"那你认为你能跳吗"节目里的参赛者闪烁着生命的光芒,好令人羡慕的画面啊.

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今早上演校园小风波(其实谈不上是风波,只是一场误会).

我前阵子错误通知会员出席今天的国际营讨论,结果我无奈挨班去找他们誊清,赔罪.

折腾了一个亮丽的早晨.

一位学生一个运动一个赛跑时,我也初奇地情绪低落.

朋友还笑言我情绪化.

我没多辩驳,只是继续那沉重的路程.

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哦,哥哥时间到了--不是要"上路",而是到时间让手提电脑给我了.

继续编写这篇不寻常的小说......嗯,这篇算是( 小说)吧,不如你们给些评价.

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终于下定决心拼.是的,我要拼出十一片蓝天!

该关起荧幕,埋头进书堆了.

一个天使给了我提示,该付诸努力了!

An angel healed me

NumBers

2011-06-18T15:32:00.002+08:00

老师沧桑脸孔转了过来, 数字, 那怪异的舞蹈停此了.
我的心霎时间猛跳.
身子都卷进了那恐惧的聚拢里,
惊惊克克.
怕事的脑袋儿一直垂低,
眼睛瞪着行行斜字, 不敢闪烁.

一抹哀伤擦拭眼角,
试图抹去那不留人的岁月, 无奈
数字, 是的, 是那数字,
不停偷走单纯的笑容.

无力顽强, 唯有俯首称臣.

汹汹流水终于缺堤,
万丈迸冲.

啊, 数字淹盖了心跳!

英年早逝

2011-06-06T18:44:00.002+08:00

拿起圆珠笔, 心跳数百米

白拘飞过隙, 不知从何起

羞得把头低, 只想快点离

老师要收齐, 我就看着你

还是很美丽, 却这样早死

above is a poem i wrote during exam, any comment ? =)

Future

2011-05-31T23:08:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i was involved in Chung Ling Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya Camp which themed 携手未来,灿烂明天

i was given the responsibility as one of the game exco

i learned to bear it up and served as well as possible to the people

in between, actually i was quite down when people commented negatively towards our camp organization but i came out conquered the negative thinking

which means, stop thinking that what i had done wrong but figure out what i can do to fix it

in the end i was feeling good for this camp and glad that i joined it

to Sky, you done everything you could, so stop blaming yourself for the pop out troubles during the camp GamBateh !

one of my favorite photo - all of us is Seni Club member and AJK of this camp

Why actually i named this blog post as 'Future' ? This is because i am giving a feedback about the camp yesterday where i learned something treasure and some kind of attitude and skill needed for future as a leader.

Indeed, I'm growing up ! Not just physically but mentally through this camp.

Next, one of my friend in Vietnam, Nhắng Hâm will go to USA to further his learning

i was noticed that his is going to study in Edmonds community college and then central washington university

WoW i was impressed !! i am always looking forward to USA life style

i wonder if i also got the chance to study over there

living oversea and talk with the 'Yang Lau' - foreigner

Nhắng Hâm, although we are not so close and knowing each other well but i sincerely hope that you enjoy yourself at USA at the incoming time,

All The Best ! my friend

a warm wish from Malaysia flying towards Vietnam and next going to USA

Now i have to study hard so that my dream will come true - i want go to USA !

I will set Nhắng Hâm as my role model and chasing my dream whenever it goes

let log this blogger out and log into BOOKS =)

Wind

2011-05-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

it keeps blowing

blows my thinking away...

life is like a gust of wind

we don't know when it's going to be a strong tornado

we don't know when it's just a little touch of nature

however, we still love the wind =D

keep your spirit up and you will eventually OVERCOME the wind and be the MASTER of it

Struggling

2011-04-30T09:55:00.003+08:00

i am trying hard but the door is closing

PIA ? !!!

2011-04-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

i bought two essay books, English and B.Malaysia from the past book fair held in school

i am feeling want to pia pia and PIA for SPM now

i don't want to regret when the result is out and i got it all wrong

so that's it, i am PIA-ing now and this will last till the SPM ends

wish me the best and that's all i need

i will show my mettle

oh yeah baby let the battle begins

PIAPIAPIA

ohh besides, i want to share a song that caught my heart away

A brand new day

2011-04-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

i had been went through three busy but happy days

on friday i won the 19th place in school annual cross country event

well that's my first victory in that event since five years in chung ling, triumph !

yesterday i had participated in chung ling karate competition

i still got panic when performing Kata but it's alright as it was just a matter of time when i will conquer the fear of facing judges

and...today i went for Round Housese Relay for the first time either

and it was good to see people gathering around for a healthy lifestyle

at the same time i'm enjoying myself very much to be part of something good

nevertheless i still didn't manage to get into people around and communicate well but i will bushing up my skill

now i swear on Buddha,i will stop every bad habits i used to got in past and engage in a totally meaningful life which have both the health and happiness

tomorrow will be a brand new day, a brand new week and a brand new life for me
GAMBATEH !

On your mark, GO

2011-04-08T05:59:00.000+08:00

tims has come, leongwah get ready and brave u self "uh ! "

GO !!!

圈圈

2011-04-06T21:48:00.001+08:00

我一直在徘徊, 徘徊在没有方向的圈圈里

我走不出来, 也没有勇气跨出圈子

至今, 还在倒数着那天的来临

每次数累了, 就会不小心睡着

结果醒来后就要哭着数过

每一夜期盼隔天的日出

夕阳西下, 还在期盼

期盼有天脱离圈圈, 回到过去

今天又再倒数了...

四十八小时, 三十六小时...

这次的倒数, 我说好不会打瞌睡, 坚持到底

深怕连最后一个两年前许下的承诺也失去

New Changing Point, an important moment

2011-03-29T20:10:00.001+08:00

im facing another changing point in life as i found out my target in life finally.....

to live every moment with no regret

this time let's it be real and wish i can turn into a good student after wastage of years walking in dream

today i went to SMK Perempuan Sri Mutiara to learn smt from others in forum

indeed i gained a lot from this experience =D

i will do my best to work this forum competition out

hope our team can grab the title although im just the backup player xD

gambateh

又一年啦, 新年快樂 =D

2011-02-02T15:48:00.007+08:00

time flies, chinese new year is just around the corner

i have stronger feeling in this year and hoping for a bigger change in myself

hope this will be a real changing point in my life toward better future

a song to share

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ck3KUiqdCJw&feature=player_embedded

guys, happy Chinese New Year !!!

kiong he kiong he

算了

2011-01-25T18:40:00.006+08:00

好久沒寫博客了 , 因為我開始評估回以往所寫下的東西......

發现我只是一味兒地麻醉自己, 幫自己美言

曾經許下若天高的承諾我沒做到

曾經拍胸膛實在地答應我違背了

我很久沒嘗試過努力的滋味了 , 手開始麻了, 與世界保持着距離

也忘了我最后一次那成功的笑容 , 只曉得牽強地笑, 笑得非常牽強

整個人松懈了下來 ,消沉得再也走不下去了

如今只剩下一張呆呆的臉, 目睹每一天的日出與日落

夜里盤算着又會從身邊流過的光陰

卻始終拿不出勇氣與坚強握牢它

趑趄不前, 仍得過且過

Round Island Relay 19/12/2010

2010-12-19T22:39:00.005+08:00

i ran in Round Island Relay representing 山岳探险俱乐部 today

i went for training two times before this, i met new friends that are really good in this sport

i thought i was good,indeed im not good enough xD

so i made up my mind to train more frequently to boost my stamina and aim to win the school cross country event next year

this is my team, the team that made up of most youngsters in the run !

however i was sorry because i didn't do my best
今天我的心理素質不佳

i used to smile when run cuz i love running

i usually think back something that makes me happy to have the motivation to keep running till the end

like: a funny video titled 我沒有翅膀 made by my friends from 彭亨直凉国中
and a american video 永不放棄

but today somehow i can't focus and my face is "blacken"

i will try my best next time and wont let my team down !

jiayoujiayou =D

oh yeah im going to camp tmr at chung hwa

will share it after i back ^^

Our Theme Song camp 《我们的主题曲》生活营

2010-12-08T12:15:00.013+08:00

this camp was awesome !

as we played more than read

this is the camp where we sleep and wake up later than usual

camp member was just around 60people so we got close together faster

although we played a lot but we learned a lot too as each game got its lesson behinds

here are some photos to share with u guys

a photo taken when we first arrived

we having ice-breaking in small group

my beloved team !

we were playing a game related to 六道輪回,it was fun !

我們正在搓湯圓呢，有人被綁腳，有的被綁手，，有的被綁眼，所以很刺激呀！

team photo oh yeah !

團體照

i glad that i joined this camp as i learned to be a team player and try my best to make the team success

here i want to share some nice songs which i heard a lot during the camp
some songs that might can give u motivation to enjoy this beautiful life to the fullest
-和你一樣
- 让全世界都为我们加油
-永不放棄

My first video made specially for 大馬中學生佛學領袖營－普賢組

2010-12-02T07:10:00.002+08:00

祝福所有營員法喜充滿

take care, my friends =)

佛光山東禪寺中學生佛學領袖營

2010-11-29T07:18:00.019+08:00

i went to Fo Guang Shan, Selangor for Fo Xue Ling Xiu Ying

i reached there on Monday,22 Nov a day before camp start together with other Penangites

this camp was great and i learned a lot

it taught me to appreciate and the important of giving than receiving

besides, i met a lot of new friends they came from different corner of Malaysia

here is some photos i would like to share

Chung Ling High School Kia-s ready to rock fo guang shan

My group d brothers - 普賢組

我組的大家姐

著名團康老師－明錠老師（in the middle〕

我和同組的兄弟們吃着團圓飯呢！

we took a photo with a KL girl, Aries =D

左起, 大佬, 温彦和我

威德福海虎 wooho

some penangites with 法师来个莲花手势 oh yeah

a group photo with 法師 before leave on 26/11 Friday

time flies, the camp ended but i still can't get enough of it

i miss my friends and the 4-days living in the temple

my friends, take care ya

here i wish u guys all the best and hope that we will have a chance to be together again someday =D

普贤菩萨们，还记得我们的口号吗？

我说普贤,你说 YO

普贤 YO

普贤 YO

普贤普贤普贤 YOYOYO !!!

Happy Holiday !!!

2010-11-16T19:01:00.004+08:00

wow today was the last day for schooling time this year and the last paper we sat for exam

i going to miss my friends a lot

here is something to share, a class video made by Darren

4SB2 rocks !!!

Football Fever and Happy Deepavali

2010-11-04T19:49:00.003+08:00

i was hiking when i met a group of Indian who play football at an open space

they asked me whether i want to play for the second time the Monday which just passed

i kind of uncertain and thus just simply make up an excuse and refused them

and when i got home, i think again, WHY NOT?

i love to play football and i wanted so bad to improve my skill as i don't want to play like a fool on field with classmates

thus, i went to there again tomorrow's evening together with my younger brother

it was fun and joyful, i liked it baby!

i am planning to make it a daily routine as they play everyday and i want to live a healthy life style

i went yesterday and today

sometime, there's other races too, Malay and Chinese

it's good as we have fun and being united

today, i went with Timotthy and Wei Kit

after we played for while, the ball was "broke"(my english is bad, can't think out other word to describe the ball as pancit XD)

it was bad, everyone is feeling down

i hope they are OK with the loss

hope they able to replace it with a new ball and continue this happy football tale

by the way, Happy Deepavali to all Indians !

Self-control

2010-10-31T07:33:00.003+08:00

when time flies, i realised that i lack out of self-control

i know what's good for me, what's bad

but somehow i keep doing the bad things

leongwah you are damn useless ! don't let other people to worry about you !

you think you are clever when small, but now you are simple a dumb-bell, no more day-dreaming please !

in the other hand, now I'm worrying what to write in the graduation magazine

the most important one is, i don't know where i come from ! I'm fujian but then what is the place I was from?

many question marks appear and keep killing me because the dateline is around the corner(that is properly my own lookout not body else worries about that)

i am planning to go visit my father side family's graveyard to look if there is
an answer awaits

hope i get to know the truth =D

School Art Exhibition

2010-10-25T20:40:00.004+08:00

it was my school art exhibition the last Thursday, Friday and Saturday

there were a lot of students' drawings being exhibited

in the opening ceremony, a Japanese guy from don't know what institution came

i can't understand him even one word but from him expression, i knew he was admiring Chung Ling High School kia-s' art works !

other than art works exhibition, we(art club) were selling art works too !

i was in charge of selling and serving students and teachers

it was quite fun and i learned to communicate with customers

our sales were good, people came in from time to time

however, i felt that we didn't prepare well for this

it was kind of mass and unsystematic

we can do this better

and we WILL make it better the next year although i might not in charge because of preparing works for SPM XD

art club member, WELL DONE for this success !

we deserve to be the BEST !

Buddhist Camp

2010-10-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

i going to join a buddhist camp in December

hope to see you guys there XD

Need smt to do

2010-09-17T16:33:00.002+08:00

finished energy thinking too much on nonsense things

now i try to find something benefits to use my time wisely

the school test which just passed, i got it in a mess

probably the worst marks i ever get in my study

but i didn't feel bad about it or sad

just that i wasted my precious time and i won't be such foolish anymore

noway !

from now on, i want to read, read a lot (did i mention it many times already ? XD)

i need some encouragement and determination to keep it be the way it should

by the way jiayou to all form three kids, gambateh for your PMR !

ALL THE BEST in Exam

2010-08-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

opps, exam is around the corner

who haven't start their revision better do so quickly

well, i am one of "them" as i still "sibuk laut"

somehow i just can't get into form 4 life,actually is form 4 syllabus

maybe yes maybe no

i think that was just a kind of excuse i made to feel better of myself for not trying hard

whatever..... i wish all the best for those going to have exam soon

especially form 3 guys who are having PMR trial exam

hope you all PASS with FLYING COLOUR ! =D

Thankyou aunty and uncle

2010-08-05T19:51:00.004+08:00

today evening i went to bukit awana for a stroll

i wasn't so clear of that place

thus i asked an aunty for help

she was so friendly and got all my question marks solved

besides, i climbed up a hill part with the help of a stranger

the uncle was so nice as he accompanied me went up the hill

we talked a lot and i really thank him for everything

what happened today proved that there are good people in this world

i am one of them =)

sometime as long as you treat others good, others will treat you nice too =D

Events around me

2010-07-24T20:26:00.004+08:00

i would like to share some past events and events in the future

10-16/7 i joined Chung Ling International Student Camp

i had a lot of fun but i still think that i wasn't really get involved enough in the events

and i was regret that i didn't give out the presents that i prepared especially for the foreign students =( just too late when i realised

whatever, i went through a great time with Chung Ling kias and foreign students .THANK YOU ! i miss you all !

on 22/7 i went for a talk organised by Unit Kauselling

the talk was given by Inti College

and it was conducted by a professor from Northwood University

Oh my god, i love the speech !

as usual, i love to listen to the foreign people talks

the fluent English amazed me and caught my attention the whole talk

i can't resist from the lovely language !

the topic was about critical factors needed to be success

i learned a lot

one thing to share ,

say "I can succeed " facing the mirror when you wake up and before sleep to boost self-esteem and confidence

hope to attend such talks in the future =)

today i went to school for art society AGM (annual general meeting)

i was chosen to be the assistant secretary

i found out that there is always no works for assistant

whatever, as long as i get the point XD

oh there is going to be a Annual Art Exhibition soon . Guys, remember to support !

besides, today i had a stroll at Padang Tembak

what to say.......

i realised that i wasn't so poor or live in hardship compared to them

i will learn to save money from now on....no more moaning

i going for Peace Run tomorrow oh ho yeah yeah

hope i can enjoy the run with my friends

this is my first time joining Peace Run

and i am going for Larian Merdeka at esplanade on 8/8

anyone interested please register quickly because the closing date for registration is 1/8

hope to see you guys there =)

What a senior like me

2010-07-03T19:13:00.001+08:00

today, when karate training i was asked to train one junior kata

but i kept forgetting the steps....

i feel guilty , how can i be like that

such irresponsible to myself and club

from now on no more excuse

only a better Leongwah from day to day

no more lazy, and suck habits

i want to improve myself

next time i will be turned out as a karate pro

you got my word

=X

2010-07-02T15:28:00.002+08:00

this morning, i heard that my friend's bag was stolen

i was shocked

feel sorry for my friend

CLHS kias can't be more responsible ah?

take only things of yours !!

good to hear that the bag was found from chairman of afternoon classes

but somethings are lost

don't let me see the thief, no doubt i going to beat him !

bad mood

2010-07-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

for days, i was in bad mood

because of exam result ? or im emo-ing i don't know

but now i will try to forget the unhappiness, all of it !

now i will focus on study, something that i should did for long ago

我疲累人云亦云的生活

是时候绘出自己的一道彩虹

脾气也该收了

learn to keep moving

learn to let something be the way it should not the way i want

=) smile

CLHS international student camp song

2010-06-11T13:03:00.002+08:00

CLHS camp song

交流营的主题曲是“携手拥抱世界”

Holding The World Together

They say we have a better world today

They say that it’s a modern world

Revolution has taken place

And here they are to globalize the world

They say we are the hope of the future

And so we have to be prepared

They give us education

And say this is the way

To make the world a better place

But why are there still wars

Why are there still people dying

When will they savour peace?

When? When will all this end?

Hand in hand let’s inspire the world

We are here with an aspiration

We owe the world its future and we shall

Build it with our friendship and strength

Happy Holiday

2010-06-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

first at all, happy holiday =) !

enjoy u two weeks-holiday !

today i went for Penang Komtar Run

quite a good experience

i found out that i really love to run....and somehow i got and idea to collect t-shirts that i get from competitions i want to a runner for fun

yes a runner for fun not for ranking

for u guys knowledge, tonight got Relay for Life, which is a charity event

hope u guys go and support ya

besides, i realize that i love languages yes really love it XD

hope i can develop my skills on languages and communication skill

nothing for u guys for holiday, just two songs to enjoy =)

-we need one another right now
-sugarland- all i want to do

and once again happy holiday !

16

2010-05-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

wahaha i grow up liao

good bye 15, sure i will miss u...

but the better is on the way

sweet sixteen !

i will live my sixteen to the full

thank you for ones who wished me =)

Mixpod update

2010-05-22T08:08:00.003+08:00

i just changed the songs for this blog

these new songs are Down and Better Man

both songs were sang on Teacher's Day by my classmates

their voices rock =D

by the way, i love these songs either

enjoy !

Teacher's Day

2010-05-21T20:01:00.005+08:00

first of all, happy teacher's day !

Cikgu Teh put a "yeah" hand sign

so warm XD
wow, Ian act yeng with the glasses

Gotong-royong

2010-05-13T16:32:00.005+08:00

today was school gotong-royong day

it was sad that our class didn't have our PJ period as we should

five students included me went to canteen to help Puan Khoo clean up the teacher's canteen

we started at 8 am and finish at 9.30

this was my second time cleaning the teacher's canteen

we done our best to keep the canteen clean .....good job to all of us !

after we done the cleaning works ....puan khoo belanja us nasi lemak

it was big and tasty , of course spicy too

teacher told us that she bought it from somewhere opposite Chung Hwa

besides nasi lemak, teacher belanja us carbohydrate drink too ...thanks teacher !

for the very first time...five of us : me , chucken, brandon, jialiang, keantatt ate in teacher's

canteen and sat together with Puan Khoo

i liked the feeling although some kind of weird too hahax

i sat at teacher left hand side, and jialaing sat at right hand side

meanwhile chucken was opposite of me and kean tatt sat at my left hand side and brandon was

besides of chucken

me and chucken just cant withstand the spicy food ...me even cried (not cry but dropping tears)

this day was so special =) not very ...but yes it was special

oh yeah time to pia moral project liao deadline is tomorrow !

till the next post bye

Commmunication and Leadership workshop

2010-05-09T08:22:00.003+08:00

i attended a workshop organized by YMCA Toastmaster and Disted College on 8/5/10

on the Sunday morning, i marked my first footprint on the Disted college

what a strange place for me...

i was the first CLHS students reached there

then, darren, wellshen, chucken,cheeho,justin and ri yang came

a total of 7 CLHS students participated in this workshop not including two facilitator, DeJack and Philip

there were Free school , St.George students too

we were divided into groups when ice breaking session

my group facilitator was a Help student

she led us well

i had good time there

chitchat with friends.....making new friends......and learned about communication skill and leadership

如果有一天，我们不认识了

2010-05-07T19:03:00.007+08:00

多愁善感的我，思考一个问题很久了........

世界这样大，将来的路谁也不能承诺

总有一天，我们会各奔东西，继续朝着梦想前进

追求各自的理想生活是美丽的，但友情就必须告一段落吗？

你也许说保持联络不就行了吗？

但将来各忙各的，你确定你还会有暇理睬这 past tense 吗？

不是我把生命看得太灰，而是生命就是无奈的旅程

我们往往想留住全部，但我们不能够.......

也许这就是生命的奥妙吧！

在这地平线上，从不会有百分百的定律

毕业后，我们分散不同国度

慢慢地，我们失去联络

一天，是时候摆酒了

邀请片上却似乎少了一些名字

一些曾经倍着我们成长的熟悉名字

有没有那么的一天，我们还会重逢？

有缘的话，我们可能有一天会在陌生的国土上擦肩而过

有种亲切感，但我认识你吗？

可是我现在想通了，真的真的想通了！

就算日子匆匆过去，我们总走过

就让那美丽的过去冰封在潜意识里

我们从新认识

小时的我们跟长大后的我们一定判若两人

有缘的话，就让我们从新开始，从新结交

如果有一天，我们不认识了，允许我跟你笑着说：“ 你好！我叫良华。高兴认识你！”

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

我会珍惜身旁的人，

希望你们也是

灵感：有没有一首歌让你想起我，天穹

broken heart

2010-04-26T15:34:00.002+08:00

so bad that the KL trip canceled .....and money was returned

i want to go KL so much la

hope got chance to go KL next time

today PM period, we took photo for kerja khusus..

we had fun

besides, we went to book exhibition

so many books but no money

thus can see no touch =)

karate tournament

2010-04-11T19:12:00.003+08:00

finally my modem fixed !

today was my school karate tournament

i did not get any prize ==

however i really enjoyed this event

this is my first time kumite dgn begitu siok

i fought with youjing and he gave chances for me to gain experience

he had the victory

i did not get hurt and i regain my brave in 1 to 1
-------------------------------------------------

after seeing my friends gave their very best to achieve their goals

i realized that i am just a failure who always give excuse to my own bad

i should give myself a shot to change my bad attitude

n at the first place , i should not keep using the internet

let boycott internet

^_^

cross-country + art

2010-03-27T17:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my school cross country day

i was so excited cuz i like to run

however, this year the running distance was shorted until i felt nothing after ran

i was ranked 67 . well i had improved my running skill i guess =)

i can not believe that myron is so good in running too he was 45th

i was underestimated him la

i swear to win him at air itam dam running next month XD

today i went to school for art club activity

it was the last activity we learn art from Miss Yew

i learned to print own t-shirt and some clay works

i did one clay model (very bad one)

you jin , teekkher and jiaqing 1 were so nice

i must practice more as a new member

there is a KL trip in June, i joined

here comes my first KL trip ! can't wait for it any longer man

today was my first activity as art club member .......and also the last activity led by Miss Yew

wishing Miss Yew a happier life overseas

mixPod

2010-03-21T17:58:00.004+08:00

i installed one mixPod on blog

hope you guys can relax and enjoy some songs when visit my blog

there are two songs : love is not enough- Raymond Lam & anyway-Martina McBride

hope you like it

before forget, CLHS kia-s , do not forget to attend latihan rumah sukan !

i hope i got a real iPod =D

Higher Education

2010-03-21T15:52:00.005+08:00

this time around, i always think about higher education that i going to have in the future

i like to study, i want and i hope to study more and experience more

before this in the last post, i mentioned that i like the education part in Stars ,

it was because i can get more information about higher education institute

like Sunway, Inti, KDU, KBU, TAR, Taylor and so on

in fact, i am not good in study and my passion can't last longer

i interested in this and the next second i will have another goal to aim

untill now, i am interesting to boost my knowledge in IT, Medical and Architect field

maybe this is because i watched too much ER, House XD

however, do not hope my passion in those field will last longer than others

today is the last day of one week holiday

i hope everyone was enjoyed in holidays

and now is prepared to go back on their position whether in work or study

oh no exam result is out soon, my god !

oh yeah, the assignments that were given, Sivik and English, Sighh i guess i have to count on my partners =D

a break was given in this busy life ,

let's do our best in the rest of time so that there's no regret

besides, i congratulate my friend, Soul for opening a new blog

hey buddy, do not set it private again ! =)

seorang budak yang sedang membesar

2010-03-20T16:31:00.010+08:00

sebagai seorang remaja yang sedang membesar dan menghadapi cabaran hidup yang baru,

i added some new elements in my daily routine

i started a new habit , reading newspaper(stars) everyday

actually i read newspaper is to enhance my english

i like the education part

today's news :1) penang turf club is upgrading its facilities.....o_O

2) Obama postponed his trips to Indonesia and Australia untill June

besides, i visit stanley 's blog cuz his english is good and his post is interesting

anyone is going to attend "walk for sight" ? 11 April at padang polo

i wish to go but i think i cant make it

Today i went to take my new glasses at Master Optic shop opposite old Sunshine Farlim

i met Chee Yong and his mother

pls give some advice on taking care the glasses =)

HEY ERIC , sorry that u had to urge me(a lazy boy) to update my blog XD

new time table , 23/2

2010-02-10T20:39:00.005+08:00

school will apply a new time table from 23th onwards

my class got changing of teachers besides of time table

three teachers will be changed .......and we will have four new teachers

mm & add math teacher(same person) is so good lol , but soon she had to go and two new teacher taking her place

bm teacher is not bad too ^^ i like his teaching style however i heard that we will get a much experienced teacher mean she is an old lady (tiada maksud lain)

another teacher who is going to teach us for the last week is pendidikan moral

actually i dont mind whether he stay or go = =

hope we get close with the new teachers

wow chinese new year is around the corner ^^

angpau angpua lai si lai si

i wish everyone get more laisi this year

this year will be a whole new year

a beautiful journey

a new chapter in life

we are the same

2010-01-29T21:36:00.005+08:00

well i try to boost my knowledge

i want to learn more , try more and have more

i will work hard (a bit ) this year

i don't want seem to be "stupid" when friends ask me some questions about school works

i will change my bad habits and stress myself to be a hardworking guy

below are some of changes that i try to achieve this February :

- sleep before 10.30 ( ignore the homework even if i haven't finish it)
- exercise 1 hour per day
- do homework at school (before lesson started and when teachers kap siao)
- do some leisure activity, like drawing, looking at plants when tired
-try 今日事，今事毕
-join more competition in school to gain experience
-look through the news paper once a week

*never look down at yourself cuz we all are the same, just ordinary particle

other people can , we can

gambateh !

Math

2010-01-20T16:08:00.003+08:00

my math is weak

i always borrow friend's book to copy answer .........

i really don't know how to do !

i have tuition for math subject : additional math and modern math

but yes im still "lame" when deal with numbers

indeed i hate number !

my class math teacher is good ..always answers to our questions

but she cant help me all the time !

so i must learn it deeply myself before get 0 for math exam

today a classmate asked a math question

luckily i know how to answer him

what had happened made me want to study math thoroughly

i will jiayou de

gambateh !

Please be strong

2010-01-17T22:57:00.004+08:00

Dear CLHS's dragon boat guys:

if you are still out there , sorry that we can't reach you

day is getting night

we hope god bless and keep your body warm

we miss you guys so much , please don't give up to come back

your loved ones are now crying for your absence

we stand by you from time to time

we love you guys !

小弟不会讲活，希望你们尽早回到我们的身旁

2010

2010-01-12T20:27:00.003+08:00

a whole new year =)

wish all the best

this year im in 4SB2

well i have to admit that this is a good class + noisy class

all our teachers are friendly and easily bullied

our form teacher is physics teacher Cikgu Teh

she always asks us to bring the exact amount of money cuz she got no money to change ...(annoying)

our bio teacher is a young new Miss.

the first day , she said her notes are simple and think we should go for tuition class (= =)

our bm teacher gave us his blog address, e-mail, cell phone number the first time he met us

i can only express with a word : wow ?? !! he also asked us to send a mail to him ...well that was the first task

our modern math and add math teacher is the same person ...and she started her lesson on the first day....haiz homeworks was given

i sit at the centre of class : 2nd in front of teacher

my classmates are funny and nice

good to be in 4SB2 ^^

New Life

2010-01-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

new year

new hope

new class

new study environment

new friends

new syllabus

this will be a new start for me

a starting point

Surrender

2009-12-02T16:51:00.003+08:00

好几次想象自己：以后我将这样，那样

以后会是一位.....

that's why i must from now on plan the future

put many many hardwork on my foundation

i promise many thing to myself

以后，早睡早起

少对着荧幕

多运动

读多书，进修，提升自己

坏习惯统统改

向自己发动了一连串改革
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三分钟热度的我维持了几天便投降了

bad habits continue everyday n some new "habit"

PS played every night

watch tv till midnight

0_0

i announce 改革失败

however i did made some little achievement

i tried to find some website about english hopefully to improve my english

here these are some websites you guys may visit

http://www.englishpage.com/

n

http://learnrealenglish.com/

enjoy u day ^^

Keceriaan Activity

2009-11-26T11:03:00.003+08:00

today morning i went to school by bus for keceriaan activity

i took bus at 7.30 and reached there at 7.58

wow today only two came including me ==

i look at the 点名簿 there were four of member came on tuesday

at least better than today

the another member is form 4 senior

although there were only two of us but we done the work well

he led me done the job

we talk a little bit

oo last year PMR result was announced after Christmas ah

from my father i think this year will be before Christmas

doing some exercise(拔草) in the morning is great !

i think this kind of activity which involve some plants, nature things are suitable for me

i like green ^Q^

End of form 3

2009-11-12T18:39:00.004+08:00

today is the first day of "school holiday"

what can i say ?

this year actually im quite happy

thus i sad when this classmate relationship meet an end point

thanks for all my classmates

for giving a wonderful year

同窗之友，有缘再相聚

也许明年不同班了，但愿依旧保留今年的友情

不想陌生填补交情的空缝

这里祝福各位前景似锦

PMR Week

2009-10-12T20:46:00.004+08:00

i fell sick for 4 days

feel very bad

however i enjoyed exam cuz im quite "relax"

i didn't take it seriously cuz i am lazy

hahax whatever

i feel much better after having some medicines

i absolutely well when Monday 12-10

today whanpeng's mother sent me home

thk

oh else i have to back by bus again and again

Exercise

2009-10-06T16:56:00.005+08:00

in the afternoon i done two things

1. 解绳 2. exercise

i untie the dede's toy string which already “pa kat”

i sat on the shoes cabinet at the balcony

watching the waterfall scenery while solve the deadlock of string

i feel peace and calm

there was rain before

such a beautiful view after a continuous drizzle

i went exercise when 3.00

and end at 3.57

i feel much energetic and fresh

my mind refresh and became much more confidence

wow that's what i call magic of exercise

remind: nothing is important than our health in this world

try to spend some time to exercise no matter how important is the job u working on

by the way, exercise always is the last choice when u want to cut down some of u routine when u are busy

Last Day Tuition

2009-10-05T21:33:00.004+08:00

today, 6.30-8.30 was my last tuition

....quite sad cuz it signs that i wasted 3 years

3 years- form 1 till form 3

PMR now is just the day after tomorrow

i have no confidence at all

cuz im a lazy guy and only know how to avoid homework

however

i glad that i knew some friends through tuition

engchuan, jialeong, weiqing

before back Sir and Pn. Loh wished us the best in PMR

thk

i got home phone number from engchuan and jialeong

i didn't get 联络方式 from soon weiqing cuz i got added her in facebook and email already

hope our friendship wont meet the end .......forever

^Q^

thk for Sir and Pn. Loh taught me for 3 years

yes 3 years already...time flow faster than i thought

thks for my tuition mates for accompany me such a long time

thks all =)

all the best for teachers, and tuition mates

don forget me ya xP

Shopping

2009-10-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

today i went shopping with family at SunShine

before that i bought one watch at Air Itam Pasar

it cost RM 15 it is orange in color

i bought some stationery also

those are for PMR purpose

then we went Permata ka fei dian for lunch

when we went in ....a family came just in time too

看着其中几位的背影，似曾相似

two of them wearing t-shirt - 红茶馆

after some while i remembered that they (两姐弟)were those served us when we went for 早茶

oh they live at permata

after they back another family came

oh one of them is from CLHS choir member

when i backed i walked pass him but he didn't recognize me

Last PJ lesson for this year

2009-10-03T09:23:00.006+08:00

an exciting PJ class 2-10-2009

at first i played basketball with mingzhe leongcai binn yansheng and jingyao

after some while other class came

so we went to another court to play with our classmates

jayyeap let us join them(me and mingzhe, other people went other place already)

i joined group (xiauwei, zhenjing, jiawei, binn chin)

mingzhe joined group(Jx See, JayYeap, Kenneth,MinJing )

i played as a defender cuz i poor in this sport

honestly i don even know the rules

i think i played well as a defender ^+^ Ming Zhe also played as defender

i succeed to prevent several ball when Jx try to 传球 some happend to jayyeap

once, xiauwei sent the ball to me but i was 呆着

very sorry, xiauwei for my awkward in moving and respond

seldom people send ball to me cuz im a nerd

but yes thanks xiauwei trusted me once although this is just a game

haha

whole game, jayeap kept saying "watches the ball u send to !" to min jing

and jiawei threw in many ball triumph for our group !

quite a time my shoes loose

oh yeah some of my classmate were throwing shoes i laugh till stomach feel pain

Jx's shoes being thrown

there was a time i try to get the ball from jayyeap when he tried to pass it

both of us jump high in the air

i cant remember i succeed to avoid the ball being pass or not

but our chest "collide" and i heard xiauwei said "u almost kiss together"

hahax a funny moment and such an enjoyment

i was glad that i can "平起平高” with him(jayyeap is great in sport esp running)

after that min jing start to stop me from reached their player when they were trying to throw in the ball (he thought i can stop them ^^ so proud was i)

there was once that xiauwei throw the ball when standing at the middle of court and

surprisingly it in ! wow 气氛 became hot

after that jayyeap and jiawei also tried “xiauwei's style” unfortunately they failed

belakang ini saya cuba untuk mengamalkan kebiasaan bersukan

that's because i get encouragement to be more healthy

i read one book about exercise and so on

lol i hope i can live till 99 ^^

thank you for a nice PJ period

夜市1-10

2009-10-01T22:17:00.009+08:00

today night i went to night market

main purpose is to buy a watch for exam paper and 见识，见识

cuz i seldom go night market

the venue is where it takes place as morning market every morning

...just near to my house...

i walked there

what a big crowd over there

so many stalls and people

one 坐着轮椅的中年女人一位残疾中年男人（腿部）映进眼帘

男的手里有着一个箱子，写着：爱心箱

他们希望的莫过于那忙于采购必需品的路人给予少许的捐献

还在求学时期的我，没有经济能力。我只能若无其事地走过

走过那悲伤即满是希望的场面

我觉得悲伤是因为他们的遭遇，不幸

希望却洋溢着，表现于他们满怀的感恩

每位捐献予他们的善心人士，不管多或少， “谢谢”总是被听见

i started searching for my target and started a tour on the place

i found several stalls sell watch but i couldn't find any that matches my style

lol i saw wei qing in the way back

after a few minutes rested in home i started my "visit" again

go after the night market

this time i saw wei qing choosing clothes with her friend

a few sellers look young

why they could come out and sell things when they are so young

我不是鄙视他们 a community needs all of them to have a balance

yes they are important without them 我们会很不方便

but i wont choose to be like that.....no way for me ......

i want study i love study

a promise for myself : study as hard as possible

today's harvest : 0 i still didn't get a watch !

nvm la i get it and stationery next time when shopping with family

and ask father pay for all >.> haha xP

超出的关注

2009-09-30T20:47:00.005+08:00

today maths teacher came in our class for three periods ! walao

two continued one separated

teacher discussed Longman and past year paper with us

we were told that Longman questions are much "standard"-hard

who poor in math like me only bought past year paper 1

jay yeap stimstim， bought both still now he just finished one of it（boo him !）

however his maths skill is 250% of mine la

i feel uncomfortable when teacher keep calling my name

although my maths is bad but i don need such much attention from teacher

don know why im better when study alone （很棒吧！haha）

yaya tell the truth.........i learned quite a lot when i just do the question alone and refer to the answer

the third period she used to check my works

i feel 不好意思 she used whole period to teach me

standing in front of class for such a period......speechless

i am hoping that teacher can concentrate on other student.. not me 我会保重的 >.>

yongsheng asked to see page 15 of bm paper

he got me ! i cant believe that i been fool by him such an easy way

haiz...

i asked what is the time from eric and then calvin 伸出手来

lol he didn't wear watch i know he was just kidding

after that, we talked about his watch

he said it is 透明 i thought it is yellow below

then 冒出了一句话

果然人如其表 (黄)

haha im just kidding don take it the wrong way ya

其实那句话是有两层意思的 gegege ^^

thanks maths teacher cuz spent time on me

but...i prefer the other way round

声小人不小

2009-09-29T23:26:00.003+08:00

一向来，人都说我声量小

always cant hear what i talk i feel sorry for that

i still remember when in 2Ta3 there is one oral test and shi zhang 安排 me to sit near to the teacher so that teacher can hear me

still feel shy about that hahax but yes thanks to my group mate in the oral test

有时我不出声，不代表我软弱，不代表我没意见

haha 我只是顾顾形象，不想人认为我没礼貌

其实我对每一件事都很有意见，很主观的

不对某某事情作出反驳，是我不好意思讲（wow im a polite guy）

别笑我，我讲的所有都是事实

sometime i mind my word to prevent hurting other people

and i don hope i made wrong statement or give a wrong "view-point"

however i have great aspiration.

i want learn all about science all about world

i want be a 自由作家

i want to travel all the world and get new knowledge

i want to be a wise leader of some society that 对国家有贡献

i want to 改革 , 改革不平文明

wow...so...am i ? or just simply talk nia

lolx i don know too XD

however don underestimate me just because u cant hear my voice clearly

cuz u can see through my eye who am i

Sejarah Teacher

2009-09-29T19:11:00.007+08:00

today my feeling was totally complicated

i get know that my math only 40/100 and sejarah only 52/100

i broke record ! (both subject i was the lowest in class)

sejarah teacher called out some of us to give a *speech

me, yonsheng, jingyao, mingzhe

she encouraged us to put more effort and believe in ourself

confidence is the point of success

thanks for teacher's advise

hmm i will try my best to revise at this 8 days

actually i was deserved the marks cuz im lazy and a nerd

here i wish the best for jing yao, yong sheng , ming zhe

jiayou oh

补习益友

2009-09-28T21:28:00.005+08:00

today i went for math tuition class

the lift(evalator) broken so i had to walk up 8 floors !

what the $%#*&)**&)(*

but i quite enjoyed also la

i met engchuan and weiqing when going up

i having great time discussing the math question with Mar Jia Leong and Eng Chuan

wohoho

the memory flash my mind

i taught jiansheng in math before meanwhile i was blur about math haiz

today i enjoyed maths but next year no add math for me(don know the option was right or not ) .........

after a few day tuition class will stop i hope we still are good friend

friends forever to all my tuition mates

when waited below flat, Wei On came out from lift

don know why our relationship 越来越谈

PMR count down 8 days

2009-09-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

woot PMR is just around the corner !

have u all prepared well ?

form 3 students put effort ya !　

gambateh

hope all form 3 students pass the exam with flying color

拜拜

2009-09-27T11:23:00.006+08:00

today i woke up at 5.45

after having cereal, i went down flat at 6.31 with mother

we waited jiahui and her mother at bus stop

6.45 we were on the way to Mahindarama Buddhist Temple

lol so early ya !

in car , jiahui and i sat at the back, and our mothers in front

kekok la me ....act such clumsy in the car

on the way, jiahui pick up her cell phone and show me some messages sent to her

the messages are about PMR　ｔｉｐｓ　.... hope real ya

after we reached we went through a circle of pray towards some joint and Buddhist statue

then we sat at the hall and wait...wait

i was sat the first row number one counted from left

when 8.30 MC came that time the hall already crowded by form 3 students

i saw some of my friends but i didn't 打招呼

some guys i think are from CLHS but i didn't know who were them

thus just remain silence

kinda hard to move cuz too many people came

so i couldn't get a clear vision on the people came

i saw Brandon who is from my class

and Shan Wei, Shaun , one karate member, Yukai, one prefect(he same tuition class with jiahui), jiaxin, and Maths Teacher !

other CLHS　guys i don recognize them(mean i know the faces but don know their names )

we got two strings/ cords which told were blessed

one as necklace and one on hand

we put the paper that wrote our aspiration in the 半圆形透明瓶 which under the 菩提树

then took bookmarks which also told were blessed

we went home after that

~thanks to jiahui and her mother for all

my main aspiration is to have a healthy body

Rebuke

2009-09-23T23:18:00.007+08:00

haiz scolding really bad ....lose manner and 破坏形象 and so on

scolding people made me feel bad

but sometime 无名火起，真的很难忍

或许那只是我的借口/ 支吾吧！

骂人又弄死了我的细胞，真不划算

sometime after scolded people i feel sorry

but my　自尊心 too strong till i scared "no face" and 难下台 if i say sorry

today i scold my younger brother loud

here i say "sorry"

真心对不起

im so bad
i should care u feeling

SORRY

学涯两种人

2009-09-23T12:50:00.005+08:00

在学习中，我见识到两种学生

一种是每次都说自己不必温习，或说考试没什么大不了的人

那种人非聪明，而是骄傲，自以为是

另一种人是每当解开他人的迷惑却说纯粹是幸运儿

那人说他们很虚伪, 我却觉得那是谦虚的表现.

--------------------------------------------
不瞒各位，我确实是第一种学生

不同的是，我更不知量力，爱吹牛

我会尝试收剑的 ^^

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all 马来同胞

and happy holiday to all Malaysians !

7A , 对不起

2009-09-20T07:29:00.002+08:00

带着 7 A 的荣誉，我远奔中学生涯

别人问：你 UPSR 几粒 A？

我结巴地回答：7粒 A

因为我没为这荣誉继续奋斗，而是躲在它的背后........

不以为然....慢慢松懈了下来

一落千丈的成绩单，我找借口掩饰

不解的目光，我唯有闪了又闪

剩下 16 天，PMR 就找上门来了

我不知所措

只会得过且过

是我辜负了你， A

再见

Result

2009-09-17T20:06:00.001+08:00

today i sat for the math retest

again math broke my heart

this again persuades that im not talented in math

Math Retest

2009-09-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

this Thursday will be my school math retest (paper 1)

haha this was because of answer were given in question paper

what a unbelievable thing happened at Chung Ling

today i played eraser with several classmates so joyful ^^

i borrowed calvin's eraser cuz mine was small till lame la

try to imagine im a good aim-er and shooter .....

we played for hours cuz BM teacher didn't come to class

my chinse paper got 75 ! oh yeah

at the 命题作文 i got 25/30 so proud of myself !

but my 摘录要点 i got only 5 i never get such low mark before

sad

paper 1 i got 32 after i being honest to teacher to reduce one mark due to circulation error

i struggled to do this decision whatever

i hand in batik lakaran after long time over the expire date

i got 22 for seni exam paper ok i think

oh ya before i forgot my english paper 1 resulted 32/40

jin xian 38/40 so amazing .cuz my english poor mah

continue your effort JX !

hope everyone include me can score math paper 1 on thursday

Exam

2009-09-04T20:25:00.003+08:00

exam was started so father don give me use computer

actually i cant use since 1-9-09 till PMR ends

so this time i use is " cheat" muahaha

really hope i get good result in school tra-exam and PMR exam

gambateh leongwah !

here i hope my friends also put effort in exam and all the best !

jin xian, ya try to be mind what u doing when exam ya ^^ don....hhh

exam really stress me out haiz

whatever i will try my best in PMR ! but tra-exam i think i will screw up la

especially math im noob ==

the last month to "fight " for result !

see again after PMR ^^

国庆日 31/8

2009-08-31T12:20:00.008+08:00

今天哦，妈妈不停推我，叫我醒

我还是死不肯抛下梦乡

最后爸爸回来了，我不得不起床了

因为待会儿要出门了

this is the first time we went out so early la only 8.55am

来不及了，我只是用清水洗洗脸，换了衣服便出去了

plz don imagine how was my image (hhh)

we went to （yam zou cha / 喝早茶）

venue took place opposite the Sunshin Gedung

wow so many ppl so crowed

six people pek chek at one small round table ==

we called many dim sum so delicious and yummy yummy

i ate a lot siu mai and drank a lot of tea

after ate, we went to car park to take out car

cuz not parked welly we cant go out ! too sempit

haiz.......

after that one family that finish 早茶 came to take car too

they noticed our problem so give a hand

一位男青年（black t-shirt, blown pant ） + 一位女青年（pink t-shirt, jean ）

besides them i think there was two old couple too

the young guy and girl gave instruction by hand sign if still can backward the car

the guy will knock our car as sign that our car will crush if move backward more

after some effort we succeed to go out

father thanks to them by putting a hand sign : thumb up

i very thanked to them ^^

举轻若重 thank very much~

你们也许认为这不过于举手之劳，但试问如果你是他们，你们会伸出援手吗？

帮在停车场的陌生人是你们的作风吗？

我真的很感激他们，在这里深深祝福你们 ^^

一切美满

有机会我会报答的这举轻若重的恩惠

when in the way home i saw boy brigade at Air Itam Pasar area

wow on national day i wonder what are they doing? parade ? whatever

and how was calvin's performance ?

wish the best luck for all

cuz today is merdeka !

merdeka ! malaysia had grew up ^^

i really hope Malaysia can as soon as possible to be an advanced country

or not i want to leave ! hhh

HAPPY MERDEKA ~

值得回忆的一天

2009-08-30T17:11:00.005+08:00

today morning i hadn't eat breakfast then go out already

i went out with my family to Sunshine Farlim

we ate some "鱼丸" then go shopping liao

i heard raymond lam song 爱人与海 so nice

i bought one new water bottle can fill 1500ml

before one just 1000ml haha i need water !

*the purple bottle la ^^ only pink and purple of course i chose that

father also bought me one pant after i chose

the pant cost RM29.90 my family said expensive hehe

whatever then pant cant run from me <.<

i thought i met beh in the mall

i called beh's name then the girl turned around

i don recognized her ==

i think she is beh sister cuz i sure the boy is Jeremy

hmmm suddenly i think about her ........

hehe after the "accident" someone called me

aiyoh forgot what she called me

she is an old woman she came shopping with her husband

she cant see the price so asked me to help

haha i helped someone today what a nice day ^^

so glad of myself lol

after that we went to 1997 咖啡店 to have lunch

i ate so full cant walk liao

封尘的记忆

2009-08-29T22:57:00.005+08:00

today night i rearranged my old stuff

what a memory recall

i found the name cards which 1T13 students created 1

i still kept it ^^

when cleaning up the old stuff

i throw some old diary book that father gave 1

i did not use lol (sry for wasting ) like i care == lolx

i let go many thing many memories

sweat, bitter taste of life i still clearly remember

that were sign of my changing state

i grew up >.>

more 成熟，稳重，潇洒

haha ah that's me what a great experience of life

i still in the way... many thing waiting for me to be done

i must go on to be stronger and stronger

no tears except i already succeed

Wet

2009-08-28T10:08:00.008+08:00

是的，一切湿了，湿透了。不是因为雨，不是因为泪，是思念

*don let me wet again

yesterday night i went tuition

one day two time tuition !　ｌｏｌ

before on the evening i already went once for tuition haiz....

haha the lesson was English lesson

one student came late . after 1 and 10 minutes oopps

he said that he don have key to open house so trap la

haha whole class laugh who a story ^^

he is an Indian guy i think he is form 1

i friend with him since we same tuition

i glad to have someone that is other religion

we also same bus ya

after home i played some game then went bed

dreamland awaits me

my dreamland took place at one class

i saw many primary school girls and 3TA3 friends

in the class we talk and talk about each other .... a lovely conversation

i so miss them ....two and a half year i had not see my primary school friends

how are them ? good ? healthy ? i hope so

on this holiday i keep thinking about my A3 friends lolx

cuz holidays such boring

rain became my morning call

i enjoyed looking through the scene such calm and comfortable

drops and drops of rain washed away my problem

im clean now....hhh

hug my pillow and hearing my heart bite and rain flows.......

我的他

2009-08-26T18:58:00.008+08:00

妈妈有帮人顾小孩

哦，想起，我还不清楚他的名字呢我只称他为德德

he is very cute and active

i haven't saw any children as cute as him i love him so much

sometime 我会小气 when he turns my TV program lol

yaya im big brother he just kid i should tolerant

but sometime im so passion about the show la

sry ya 德德 ~

in the end of this year he will back home cuz next year go kindergarten already

so his family will take care him back

i gonna miss him so much

although he is just live up floor , the time we meet will decrease a lot!

he learned some 丑习 cuz my family not so 斯文

i hope he will forget the what.....what lol

i sent one fairy as your guardian

这里我送上深深的祝福

：愿你生活美满快乐，前途无量 gambateh ! 我最可爱的他，我最真心的他

Malay Puisi

2009-08-25T23:12:00.007+08:00

Bulat bulan tinggi di malam tenang,

Cahaya jatuh di muka kesepian;

Perasaan terlalu berat dijunjung seorang,

Hidup di dunia carilah teman.

iham datang daripada berikut :

Terang bulan di malam sepi

Cahaya memancar ke pohon kepala

Hidup di dunia buatlah bakti

Kepada saudara ibu dan bapa

太阳升起

2009-08-25T09:47:00.005+08:00

早晨冰冷的空气让我期待你的笑话

那从来不会听厌的关心

结冰的气氛被你感动了, 一一转暖

暖意烧着我孤冷的房子

我惊然发现有人还在意

我会心地笑了

好美的早晨, 失去好久的感慨

tuition 24-8-09

2009-08-24T23:37:00.004+08:00

today is holiday

so boring and miss all my friends in school

whole day i was just online and online....plurk and plurk

so nonsense la

i went tuition in the evening

started "talking competition"

sir also gave him opinion

i told that parents should not forced their children to go tuition

u may ask but not force

parents should give full support and trust la

then children sure will be discipline

better than you scolding and yelling at them ,right ?

when lesson, only i spoke to the sir la other 4 student just watched the "show"

aiyo give some support to me mah

whatever i said something that hurt sir feeling

really sorry ya if my word really hurt you

i don mean that attended u lesson is meaningless

my result wont have any difference whether i go tuition or not cuz i wont put effort at all

that's my fault not you sir . sorry again sir~

what a damn day. i didn't study at all haiz

最幸福的事

2009-08-24T07:19:00.000+08:00

如果被回忆是最幸福的事

那我甘心潇洒地走出你的在意

留下一片绿色回忆

你烦躁时，不妨想起我如何哄你

你孤单时，不妨想起我与你在一起

让我的回忆滋润你的生活是最幸福的事

钟灵校友会举办之第五十二届全槟华人越野赛跑

2009-08-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

today i went school after eating breakfast with father at Pasar Air Itam

lol there was raining cat and dog

the race "yanci" half an hour

i got my number as 063

got so many school joined this race

likes: SMJK Phor Tay, Chung Ling Butterworth, Chung Ling Private, SMJK Chung Ling,
中华校友会

some were joined for section personal some in group

got group :laoer pashen dui, mengguangdui and so on

i was in section personal

hundred of people there, scout and St.John also had to duty . thk~

however im so boring la

no one i know in the event

only one primary school friend which is now study in Chung Ling Private

actually i don know how long was the race lolx ^^

just ran and ran

when reach the end . i received one card wrote 099

wow im the 99th reached ==

don know is good or bad result

first, i got one bottle of water from the 举办当局

then i went to one of the station settled to mark my result

and changed my number (063) for one lucky draw number

the rest of time i was extremely boring !

wait and wait

then the time had came (but none of my business ) - 颁奖典礼

after that, the lucky draw time started. lolx i got nothing

i went back in rain by bus

so cold and exhausted that time was i

i often wanted to give up when the race my fault

i will keep my stamina up and try again in Penang Bridge Run

support me mentally ya !

saturday

2009-08-22T13:02:00.001+08:00

this is the day before running competition

father brought me to Sunshine Farlim to buy one sport pant

hehe i choose one brown color 1 . RM24.90

i love the pant so much

thk dad~

i saw wei ching at the entrance of flat eye contact for 1 second but i wonder if she recognized me la

hope tomorrow competition all go in the right way

school day(friday)

2009-08-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

morning, we went to the back for PJ

i played basketball

so noob and stim la me

kena"marah" several time

math teacher borrowed one period from BI teacher to give a "pra test"

joonlitan taught me a lot thk ya so was leong cai too

when recess, cikgu shobana asked A5 student to go to my class and called one student went down there

thus i went A5

teacher asked me to tell my class's student to rujuk to answer for exercise that haven't do in Hotspot

i asked eric oo help to tell them about what teacher said

but no so succeed

so i sent out 15 mail to friends used facebook system

i went to tuition on 5.00pm

today sir got upset cuz i forgot to bring graph paper

for me he isn't resonable that was just one small thing lolx

school day(thursday)

2009-08-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

today is the last day for IT　lesson for 2009

will be a memorable day

zhiyong,calvin,ong zheng sat together and tell about blogger(me too)

today hmmm Cikgu Maria and Miss Tharm gave past year paper to us to practice more

thk

besides, i heard Yong Sheng , Eric Oo, Calvin Teoh sang 爱不疚 when joined together

that's one of my favorite song..... a nice song that stole my heart to the dreamland

hoping some day, i can sing the song laughs

now i cant even sing one song nice

....

memory recalls one of the song i love when primary school : 走在乡间的小路上

好回味

school day(wednesday)

2009-08-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

today ah...

jia wei asked a few questions about science to me

i refused to anwer. sry ya i really don know haiz

whan peng and timotthy a few days didn't came to school liao

they are sick ? im so worry about them....

today whan peng came to school liao

he looked weak i asked if he is sick he just speechless

hope he really fine and timotthy also

when at school just now (after school)

i went to A2

i read one "剪报" sorry ya i didn't ask for permission

he is fan jun xian

he wrote that he is 准时,守信用，领导能力, hardworking.........

i afraid im not ....lol actually i really hoping that i am that kind of person

leongwah gambateh !

许愿

2009-08-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

躲在暗处陪你许愿

打着一颗真诚的祈求

求流星圆你每一则童话

OSPE

2009-08-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

today science sir gave us played OSPE

just liked a game ^^

the OSPE was to let us practice form 1 - form 3 science syllabus

i didn't read haiz

sorry to sir ~

i only put effort when exam is next week la oops

when the OSPE, we were not allowed to discuss

but we all discussed thk kaizhong for a few answers ya

i had great fun during the OSPE all 40 stations

each station 45 seconds some were for us to rest

i wrote something on the rest station hehe (just followed what other students were doing)

fun fun fun

sometime calvin turned to my side but i closed the answer with hand

really sorry 60% cuz i don know the answer i don want to "bo face"

another 40% cuz i selfish . ya sometime i quite selfish

maybe that's why i always lonely

sorry again calvin ~

13-8-09

2009-08-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

今天，电脑节过后，我便去了厕所。

出来后，天呀，老师把门锁上了。（我的书和文具还在里头！）

跑下楼梯向走不远的老师拿锁匙。

拿回东西后，便打算把门关回。

这时，勇彬与涵杰同学出现了。 ooo

我才恍然原来电脑室的门早就坏了。

经过涵杰提醒后，才把门反锁。（唯一的方法，也是因该的方法）hehe

走下楼，勇彬陪我找老师，还锁匙。

勇彬真的很能为朋友的 xD

其实蛮谢谢其两位朋友的要不我还真会手忙脚乱的

休息节， Cikgu Shobana 留下来哦

so good was she

math teacher Miss Tharm also came earlier

both teachers so good

my luck to be taught by them ^^