An Angel healed me

清闲的休息节总是那么难消磨时间，所以唯有去回那不起眼的地方溜达。

走上那阶阶的梯级，一阵清香的书香味扑鼻而来......久违了。

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推门而入，刚刚上完陌生的中国文学课的我不想再浪费时间，想尽快回家埋头苦读。

拿着一本 An Angel Healed Me 快步溜去列放群书的书架上，眼珠几回转，试图找回之间看上的一本书......

呵，看见你了！ 一行粉红标题映入眼窗， Slumdog Millionaire 。

它那满是活力的封面图案早已紧紧扣着我的心：两张灿烂的笑嘴，洋溢着我说不出的欢乐。

拿着这本 Slumdog Millionaire 走去办理借书手续。

定眼望去，今天还真多人叻！

两条长蛇扭动着，几位和我同龄的男孩正跑动着，冷冷的空气里飘着冷汗。

排在师弟们的前面后面，我耐心等待，知道那几个前头的男孩已经尽力了。

观察型的我又趁空闲时放眼眺望。

哦，那位足球队长还是不懈地翻阅博书，跟我刚踏进来时没两样。

加油，我们一起加油。我崇拜的对象，我不会放弃的，下次考试我们一起冲刺！

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拿起上星期借过的书， An Angel Healed Me, 心里很不是滋味。

我违背了自己的承诺，没把它读完，歉意骚动我不堪的心灵。终于......

我再借了这本书，养起我阅读英语书籍的习惯。

走出图书馆，走回班的当儿，心里很是滋味。

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懒散的手指儿在键盘上挥舞时，耳边传来哥哥用手提电脑播出的音乐声.

这时,三弟回来了,我有被迫让出电脑,看报去了.

曾几何时,阅报成了我每天不能缺少的养分.

突然,一个小小的标题吸引了我的注目.

一位中一生肛交六岁男童.

哦,世界真的变了,慢慢凹陷进无全的人性,开始自甘堕落.

幸亏我已渐渐走出那凹处,迎那璀璨阳光.

四弟也陆续回来了.

把弄这电视遥控机的我无暇理会,荧幕上跳跃的身影扣住心弦.

美国"那你认为你能跳吗"节目里的参赛者闪烁着生命的光芒,好令人羡慕的画面啊.

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今早上演校园小风波(其实谈不上是风波,只是一场误会).

我前阵子错误通知会员出席今天的国际营讨论,结果我无奈挨班去找他们誊清,赔罪.

折腾了一个亮丽的早晨.

一位学生一个运动一个赛跑时,我也初奇地情绪低落.

朋友还笑言我情绪化.

我没多辩驳,只是继续那沉重的路程.

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哦,哥哥时间到了--不是要"上路",而是到时间让手提电脑给我了.

继续编写这篇不寻常的小说......嗯,这篇算是( 小说)吧,不如你们给些评价.

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终于下定决心拼.是的,我要拼出十一 片蓝天!

该关起荧幕,埋头进书堆了.

一个天使给了我提示,该付诸努力了!

An angel healed me

NumBers

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惊 惊 克 克.
怕 事 的 脑 袋 儿 一 直 垂 低,
眼 睛 瞪 着 行 行 斜 字, 不 敢 闪 烁.

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试 图 抹 去 那 不 留 人 的 岁 月, 无 奈
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不 停 偷 走 单 纯 的 笑 容.

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汹 汹 流 水 终 于 缺 堤,
万 丈 迸 冲.


啊, 数 字 淹 盖 了 心 跳!

英 年 早 逝

拿 起 圆 珠 笔, 心 跳 数 百 米

白 拘 飞 过 隙, 不 知 从 何 起

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老 师 要 收 齐, 我 就 看 着 你

还 是 很 美 丽, 却 这 样 早 死



above is a poem i wrote during exam, any comment ? =)

Future

Yesterday i was involved in Chung Ling Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya Camp which themed 携手未来,灿烂明天

i was given the responsibility as one of the game exco

i learned to bear it up and served as well as possible to the people



in between, actually i was quite down when people commented negatively towards our camp organization but i came out conquered the negative thinking

which means, stop thinking that what i had done wrong but figure out what i can do to fix it

in the end i was feeling good for this camp and glad that i joined it


to Sky, you done everything you could, so stop blaming yourself for the pop out troubles during the camp GamBateh !

one of my favorite photo - all of us is Seni Club member and AJK of this camp





Why actually i named this blog post as 'Future' ? This is because i am giving a feedback about the camp yesterday where i learned something treasure and some kind of attitude and skill needed for future as a leader.

Indeed, I'm growing up ! Not just physically but mentally through this camp.


Next, one of my friend in Vietnam, Nhắng Hâm will go to USA to further his learning

i was noticed that his is going to study in Edmonds community college and then central washington university

WoW i was impressed !! i am always looking forward to USA life style

i wonder if i also got the chance to study over there

living oversea and talk with the 'Yang Lau' - foreigner





Nhắng Hâm, although we are not so close and knowing each other well but i sincerely hope that you enjoy yourself at USA at the incoming time,

All The Best ! my friend

a warm wish from Malaysia flying towards Vietnam and next going to USA





Now i have to study hard so that my dream will come true - i want go to USA !

I will set Nhắng Hâm as my role model and chasing my dream whenever it goes

let log this blogger out and log into BOOKS =)

Wind

it keeps blowing

blows my thinking away...

life is like a gust of wind

we don't know when it's going to be a strong tornado

we don't know when it's just a little touch of nature

however, we still love the wind =D

keep your spirit up and you will eventually OVERCOME the wind and be the MASTER of it